I'm back !!

So, after a long long long rest. I've decided to come back on my blog, yayyy me :P

Anyway, when i was on my 2months school break. I got a job as a cashier. The task was not so hard but it can get confusing. After i get my salary, i bought a new phone. I couldn't afford the expensive ones since my salary is only rm560, but still i am thankful.

Now, i am at my institution ... hmm, i could not say that i don't miss study nor my friends. I miss my beloved the most. It has been 11 months now since i decided to bond my feelings with him. He is truly a great partner, a great lover, an amazing friend and above all, my incredible adorable sweet crazy understanding man. I love him. There are many things i am willing to sacrifice for him.

It's very confusing, weird and sometimes magical the way love works. I will never forget how the love between us started. I am very thankful to have him but it saddened me to think about about our difference on religion. I know what i'm getting myself into..trouble that what it is but a part of me is always fighting to make me stay with him. A part of me is afraid to live life without him. When we have found our most comfort zone, most of us are afraid to leave it. Afraid that we might never found it again. When we found the best, don't search for the greatest because it might not exist.

MOHD NOORAMIN BIN KEMIN thank you for walking into my life. I hope you will permanently stay. There are many things i did not thank you for. So, here's a big THANK YOU ;) i love u and i know u know that. I just hope that our relationship are bless and if you are my destiny, I am glad to accept it.

Ndk lama 1 tahun sdh kami. yeaaay. sayang baboon sa! haha. can't wait for 02.07.2014 <3

Yours truly,
VIERRA KOH

Heyoooo :))

Hye all :D

Its been a long time since i update my blog. Emm, for starters...I forgot our anniversary. For this February, I'm happy to say that we've been together for 7months, it doesn't seem long but for me, it is.

HAPPY 7th months ANNIVERSARY dudeeeee. haha. You and me, we have lots in common, ur like my long lost beloved twin.

I don't wanna say much. Just want you to know, i love you and i appreciate you.
I'm happy being by your side and hope forever will. Well, if that is possible...

Bye chaii. WO AI NI ohhh ^.^

Sincerely,
Isabel Ver'a

02.12.2013

Happy 5th Month Anniversary !! :D

Hi syg =) When you read this, i want you to know how much i love you though sometimes the heart still doubt. Hey you, being with you makes me so happy. I feel loved. I'm sorry i get insecure sometimes, i'm sorry when i get too jealous, i'm sorry when i am being too selfish, i'm sorry for hurting you and i'm sorry for getting mad at you.

Hey you, please know how i feel. I am a girl, mana perempuan yg tidak rasa apa sa rasa apabila kau begitu rapat dengan perempuan lain walaupun dia tu best friend kau? I never doubted you, I know your love is only for me but it still hurts. It really does but there's nothing i can do kan? You needed her and she needed you too. 

You, only be with me if you can't live without me. Only be with me if you'll cry when i leave. Be with me if I'm worth fighting for. Only be with me if you really love me. I'm not great. I don't have the body every guy dream of, I'm weird, I'm unpredictable, I'm crazy, I'm hard to handle and i get crazy sometimes just because of my insecurities... ...

Hey you, you're not the sweetest boyfriend but you are perfect to me. Sometimes i do wish that you can be like other boys but then I always think of all the things that we been through and I realized, you have your own little way to show your love for me :) You are special to me, I wouldn't want to lose you but if I have too... ...then it will be like losing a big part of me. Something in me will be missing. You are part of my life.

Syg, i love you. Take care, I can not tell you what you can't do. Just think of me before doing something. Put yourself in my place and see what do you feel. Byeeee ;) I LAP U !

Sincerely,
Isabel Ver'a

02.11.2013

Happy 4th month belated anniversary :P

Its been 4 months now since we decided to be in a relay ~
I'm happy with you, do you know that? I really am.
Being with you is like being with another me. I can be myself. I feel comfortable when I'm with you.
Hey, have a great holiday OK? But don't forget about me. I miss you :D

  

 

I love that feeling when you hugged me from the back. It's... ...sweet. <3
I'll never forget every moments spent with you, especially the sweets one.
I hope I am right about you, I hope you are my destiny, you are my future.
No one knows the future but it can be feel and predict. Just hoping that my instinct was right.

Every month passed, every day passed, I'm falling more and more deeper for you. My feelings for you are getting real. I remember the first time, the first few days and the first month with you, I was not serious. It was just to have another relay, but now... ... I hope that I can keep you. I want you to be my faith, my man, my last love maybe? HAHA ;P

Anyway, is fun being with you. It feels like I'm hanging out with my best friend but in the same time, my man. Hey, remember your promises okay, keep your promise. Always take good care of me and never let me go ~ I know it seems impossible but try your best. I love you.

That will be all. Until we meet again... adios amigos.

Sincerely, 
Isabel Ver'a

3rd month anniversary

Dear YOU :))

It's been 3 months now.. I am happy that we are still together. I'm looking forward for the years to come ^^.

You made me feel so special, you made me feel beautiful. I felt your love, I truly do. Your love is beautiful, kind, passionate and most of all sacrificing. . .

My love will always be with you, as your love is always with me. Your love for me is no doubt. There is not much I can say, words can't describe my love for you. I always long for your love, your touch..I always long for you. I want you always.

Love,
Isabel Ver'a

Life with YOU

Every second, every moment, every minute spent with you ... I will never regret it.
Good or bad it will be our memories <3

Seeing you smile makes me happy BUT knowing you smiled because of me was the greatest. Your smile is precious to me, your happiness means the world to me.
I would rather be sad than seeing you sad. I'm not perfect and I'm not great but I have a HEART that beats for you :)) When I say I LOVE YOU, I really mean it. When i tell you I MISS YOU, I really did. I wanted to see you so badly. :)

I hope that someday we can graduate together and hopefully be successful. To tell you the truth, I don't want you to leave. I want you to stay and study but I can't be selfish right? I was thinking about you. What you wanted, what's best for you, your happiness, your health, your ambition, your dream...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I hope that you can find your way to survive this institution. Be strong, always get ready for the worst. Find a way to treat your stress, okay? :]
Always be my baby ^^ mmmmmmuuuuaaaaah !

Thank you for everything. TQ for always taking good care of me.

WO AI NI. :))

Sincerely,
Isabel Ver'a

L.O.V.E

Hye all :)

Suddenly feels like writing. So, here goes... ... The more i get to know him, the more time i spent with him... The deeper I'm falling for him. Yes. I admitted i didn't expect to fall for him this much. I love him. I love him. I LOVE HIM.

He put color to my dull life. He is the best thing that ever happen to me. I hope everything gonna be okay. My relationship with him wasn't an easy one. There are people who disagree with our relationship. No real relationship is real enough without a fight is it? And i know this one is worth it. I wanna thank him for coming into my life. I wanna TQ for choosing to be with me and TQ for always loving me.

Losing you and letting you go would be a last option if i have to. I am shy to say this but... ... I don't wanna lose you, I'm afraid that some day i have to let you go. Honestly, I want you to always be by my side. I don't want you to ever give up on me no matter what I did. I want you to fight for me, be patience with me. Don't ever fed up on me.

When I'm with you, i smile a lot n insanely laugh a lot. Sometimes we argue but we will always apologize to each other. Our love for each other is bigger than any argument we ever had. Words can't describe how I feel when I'm with you. You know the real me. I don't think there's any secret left for you to know. You accepted my past. You love me as I am. TQ so much for that.

Every time spent with you is precious to me. I might not seem to appreciate you but I do! Believe it. When I say I love you , I meant it. When I say I miss you, I'm missing you like crazy. I wanna spend time with you so badly. Sometime i might hurt your feelings but always remember this, I still love you and cares about you. Don't ever forget that. Enough said, you are my WORLD. I love you.

That would be all for today =) 

LOVE, 

Isabel Ver'a

Him

Annyeong ^^

SO, after which seems a few days to me but actually is 1 week (he counted =.=") of not seeing each other... WELL...

It's my first time being far away from him for a long period, it was ok. Since it's raya, he's very busy. He hardly got time for me but still he tried though it's still not good enough. haha. I need attention from the ones I love though too much makes me sick. haha.

So, after 1 week....finally we met at the cafe at night...7 o'clock maybe? It was kinda awkward for me to meet him. When we first met since the holiday, he spread his arms from afar to give me a hug, I laughed. Then we sit together, asking about each other holiday...

Just like what I expected, there was no teddy bear :l but that's alright. There is always next time =)

Anyway, i know he miss me soo much. It shows.

Hey YOU, wo ai ni ;)

LOVE,
Isabel Ver'a

Hye all :))

Lately, life been good to me. I am happy. I am feeling appreciated. I couldn't say for sure but i think i am really falling for him. I liked him because he's very good to me. He cares about me... He worries about me (thought sumtimes is a bit too much) :P .....BUT i know its because he loves me. 

As soon as the Hari Raya holiday start, i went to Lahad Datu & Semporna to do some research for my assignment. The days with my team mates especially him, was amazing..wonderful..fun..Though sometimes there is argument between all of us...

Throughout the holiday in L.D & Semporna, i had so much fun. I was in good hands. Above all that, the memory I cherish most was when you took good care of me when i was sick. You were very worried about me. The look on your face...the way you talk to me...the way you care for me, I still remember. Thank you so much. 

Thank you for staying late at night just to wait for me to fall asleep. I remember you stroking my head..it was very sweet of you. Thank you for bringing me to the hospital. Thank you for everything.
I will try not to hurt you. I know i am naughty so I am very sorry each time that I hurt you. I hurt you countless times didn't I? 

Anyway, you'll always be the best in my heart. Trust me :) WO AI NI, my lucky star, my Thongsook, my man.

LOVE,
Isabel Ver'a

My new life

Hye all ;))

Being here in Politeknik Sandakan, it's been awesome. My classmate are my second family. My bestfriend is like my boyfriend. Hehe..

Here is a picture of us. All 38 of us. LOVE U GUYS !!!

Not clear huh..is a bit too small. haha...oh well, the point is, SIA SAYANG BTUL SMA DORNK ! Today was a special day to me, we BUKA PUASA :P together ...yupp, i mean all of us, all 38 of us AND our beloved PENSYARAH :P, Miss Afzan & Miss East ;) Thank God because our plan went well, just like how we planned. Although  planning was difficult, so many attitude to put up with. haha.

No matter what happen, I hope all of us can successfully finish and eventually graduate from here ;) Hope there will be more joyful and meaningful memories. Lord bless us all. Amen.

LOVE,
Isabel Ver'a

Thank YOU

Being me makes me happy but being accepted and loved by others by being yourself is something better. He accepted me as i am. He know my past, my secret, the real me. Thank you.

He loves me, he wanna marry me, he wanna spend the rest of his life with me. I am touch and happy that someone loves me for who i am. Nevertheless, my feelings for you is not as strong as yours. How can he loves me that much?

I am glad that i finally found someone who i can open up to. I wouldn't want to lose him. I appreciate our relationship. I see him as a great friend...a best friend..... words can't describe how amazing he is to me.

He always take good care of me, he tries to fulfill my every needs. I am sorry if someday I hurt you badly. YOU, take good care of yourself. Don't make me your priority. Study, don't be lazy. I know you love me....you don't have to say it all the times because your action shows. Xie Xie.

Love,
Isabel ver'a

Hye all :) its been months since i last update my blog....
A lot of things happen to me....the bad ones..good ones....All !! A lot to talk about ...but i wont be talking about that for today...

Hmm, just wanna share a bit bout my love life....its funny because i only have a boyfriend when i was 18....my first boyfriend didn't even last for  3 weeks....GOSH !!! bummer ~ then before even ending my relationship with my current boyfie.... I found myself having another relationship with another guy... haha... I am not a playgirl ok....

My 1st boyfie was ....how to say..alwys busy, he hardly has any time for me....but then again... I guess God is fair...my 2nd boyfie...we just past 1month...and he is showing symptoms like my 1st boy... he is getting busy and he hardly has time for me but this time.... there is a difference... I decided to stay with him even though i have thousand reasons to leave .... I love him more thn i ever love my ex ~

Well, i'm not an expert in love....So, is this love? haha. Anyway, just take chances...it may break your heart but trust me...you will be stronger next time and be more experince n mature in love,,,...

OKAY ...that's all... haha.. I love MYSELF ! xD Muah !

<3 ADIOS
Cheri Mi'Amor

New HAIR !!!

Hye all :D

It's been some time since I last update my blog. Hehe...just got myself a new haircut ~
After 5 years of same hairstyles.. I grow bored with it. Cutting new hairstyle does make butterfly in my stomach... I was very nervous about it. I was worried death about how my hair will look like after cutting. I was worried if the style I choose doesn't fit me :P

Haha..so here's the outcome :) I guess i think too much. It turns out quite well. I'm satisfied.
SPM is in the corner.. OhhMaaaGosh ! but before that... hehe, annual dinner here I come !

That's all for now. Happy birthday to my Dude.

ADIOS
<3 Cheri Mi'Amor

Worth it !!!

Hye all ^^ So, i told you guys that i was going to a seminar rite.. Well, it's totally worth it. I have a lot of tips for all the SPM candidates. It might not help you 100% but at least it can assure you to have at least 50%? Anyway..i'll post it later... In a rush now. When i have found it all, i'll post it ok.

ADIOS

<3 Cheri Mi'Amor

Cabut gigi !!!

Hye all :) today i'm gonna write in malay. It's my national language. So...here goes.....
Oh wait... not fully malay..i may use a bit of english and bit of bahasa "asi" . hahahahah xD

Hari ni sia pegi cabut gigi. Sakit ohh waktu kena suntik ...maw kasi bius mulut sia... So that i won't feel any pain when the dentist cabut my gigi. haha! And..sebab cabut gigi lahh, sia ndak dapat pegi skulah. Di skulah hari ini ada seminar bha..ada ceramah. Penceramah dia pun pemeriksa SPM ohh... punya rugi ndk pegi. HUHU :'[

Tapi ndk apa, bsok sia ada seminar lagi.. haha..dua hari woo....Harap-harap berbaloi. SPM.... hehe...my bestfren :P tinggal 1 bulan lebih lagi, I will meet you !!! Be good to me alright :D So...back to my cabut gigi story...I'm officially rompang now.. I lose 4 teeth ..2 at the upper and another 2 at the bottom one. Ok... soalan nya kenapa sia maw cabut gigi, kenapa sia sanggup cabut gigi sia?? This is all for braces ! Demi gigi yg lebih cantik..lebih teratur.. sia sanggup! Beauty need suffering :D So, that's all ....

ADIOS
<3 Cheri Mi'Amor

Julien Kang ;D

So, last time i promise to tell you guys who he is.. Who's my oppa.. hehe. Before that... here another picture of him <3 His smile are adorable !!! awww ~

This is my oppa. hehe... HIs name is Julien Kang, a Korean-Canadian actor and model. Based on wikipedia, his father is a korean and his mom a french. He has a younger brother Denis Kang, a boxer. He was born on April 11 1982 .

Well, that's a quick introduction for him. His newest drama series is To the Beautiful You. He played the role as a brother for a korean little sister. This is highly recommended must-watch! if you're a kpop-pers! That's all for now... Oppa, saranghae :)

ADIOS
<3 Cheri Mi'Amor

 Good morning world ! Gonna go to school. I am feeling lazy but have to. I got a feeling today gonna be a good day! haha. Get my hair done, pack my bags..I'm ready to go to school!

My brothers are not going to school today. They had give in to the temptation of laziness :P So, i would be the only one who's going. Awwwww ! I hope today some test paper will be given back, can't wait to see what i score ^^ (though i know it's not so good) .... So, that's all. SPM i 'm coming for you !!!!

ADIOS

<3 Cheri Mi'Amor

Evening peeps ! Well, actually is night but i don think night will be the right word :P Anyway, tonight i have to sleep with regret and the feeling of guilty. Damnnnn.... felt guilty, sad, disappointed, down... Arghh, negative emotions !!!

I shouldn't have wear it... i regret not listening to my instinct. The thing i wear just gave me bad luck. I was scolded or in malay i called it CERAMAH by my tuition teacher. haha... Weird huh...
But this show she cares for me. hehe... She loves me. I will study teacher. I will try my best to remember and do my best on my revision.

Teacher your the best, I Love You !

ADIOS

<3 Cheri Mi'Amor

Morning peeps ;) early morning...going to school. My hair haven't dry yet. haha.! School i'm coming for you. Put a smile on your face and enjoy school. Sometimes school does suck but mostly is how YOU make it. I'm making my school day FUN ^^

SPM i'm coming for you too. haha! I'm a warrior, a fighter !

So.. that's all for today morning... about my Oppa ;) hehe... I'll tell you later night..


Peace out peeps !

ADIOS
<3 Cheri Mi'Amor

Finally !!

Ahhh... after so long i didn't update and beautify my blog. Kinda busy with school stuff. After a a year of break from blogging...sure damn i got lots to say but lets not. It's almost midnight now and i got school tomorrow. Booo ! Anyway...hope my new blog looks good though it's a bit messy.

SPM is just in one month time... soo wish me luck. After spm i'm gonna be free.... Free from studying at least for 5 - 6 months . yeahhh !

After spm, there will be a challenge waiting for me.. A very important mission... this will changes my future. muahahahaha xD but it will require a lot of determination and hard work. So, i;m gonna get a butt sore :P

SO, before i stop, i wanna share something to y'll.. Here a picture of him <3

Hehe.. know who he is? I'll tell you more about him next time. I'm sure some of you knows him...

My lovely oppa... He's cute when he smile. His adorable ^^  aww...

Oppa saranghae ;]

ADIOS

<3 Cheri Mi'Amor