I'm back !!

So, after a long long long rest. I've decided to come back on my blog, yayyy me :P

Anyway, when i was on my 2months school break. I got a job as a cashier. The task was not so hard but it can get confusing. After i get my salary, i bought a new phone. I couldn't afford the expensive ones since my salary is only rm560, but still i am thankful.

Now, i am at my institution ... hmm, i could not say that i don't miss study nor my friends. I miss my beloved the most. It has been 11 months now since i decided to bond my feelings with him. He is truly a great partner, a great lover, an amazing friend and above all, my incredible adorable sweet crazy understanding man. I love him. There are many things i am willing to sacrifice for him.

It's very confusing, weird and sometimes magical the way love works. I will never forget how the love between us started. I am very thankful to have him but it saddened me to think about about our difference on religion. I know what i'm getting myself into..trouble that what it is but a part of me is always fighting to make me stay with him. A part of me is afraid to live life without him. When we have found our most comfort zone, most of us are afraid to leave it. Afraid that we might never found it again. When we found the best, don't search for the greatest because it might not exist.

MOHD NOORAMIN BIN KEMIN thank you for walking into my life. I hope you will permanently stay. There are many things i did not thank you for. So, here's a big THANK YOU ;) i love u and i know u know that. I just hope that our relationship are bless and if you are my destiny, I am glad to accept it.

Ndk lama 1 tahun sdh kami. yeaaay. sayang baboon sa! haha. can't wait for 02.07.2014 <3

Yours truly,
VIERRA KOH

Heyoooo :))

Hye all :D

Its been a long time since i update my blog. Emm, for starters...I forgot our anniversary. For this February, I'm happy to say that we've been together for 7months, it doesn't seem long but for me, it is.

HAPPY 7th months ANNIVERSARY dudeeeee. haha. You and me, we have lots in common, ur like my long lost beloved twin.

I don't wanna say much. Just want you to know, i love you and i appreciate you.
I'm happy being by your side and hope forever will. Well, if that is possible...

Bye chaii. WO AI NI ohhh ^.^

Sincerely,
Isabel Ver'a

02.12.2013

Happy 5th Month Anniversary !! :D

Hi syg =) When you read this, i want you to know how much i love you though sometimes the heart still doubt. Hey you, being with you makes me so happy. I feel loved. I'm sorry i get insecure sometimes, i'm sorry when i get too jealous, i'm sorry when i am being too selfish, i'm sorry for hurting you and i'm sorry for getting mad at you.

Hey you, please know how i feel. I am a girl, mana perempuan yg tidak rasa apa sa rasa apabila kau begitu rapat dengan perempuan lain walaupun dia tu best friend kau? I never doubted you, I know your love is only for me but it still hurts. It really does but there's nothing i can do kan? You needed her and she needed you too. 

You, only be with me if you can't live without me. Only be with me if you'll cry when i leave. Be with me if I'm worth fighting for. Only be with me if you really love me. I'm not great. I don't have the body every guy dream of, I'm weird, I'm unpredictable, I'm crazy, I'm hard to handle and i get crazy sometimes just because of my insecurities... ...

Hey you, you're not the sweetest boyfriend but you are perfect to me. Sometimes i do wish that you can be like other boys but then I always think of all the things that we been through and I realized, you have your own little way to show your love for me :) You are special to me, I wouldn't want to lose you but if I have too... ...then it will be like losing a big part of me. Something in me will be missing. You are part of my life.

Syg, i love you. Take care, I can not tell you what you can't do. Just think of me before doing something. Put yourself in my place and see what do you feel. Byeeee ;) I LAP U !

Sincerely,
Isabel Ver'a

02.11.2013

Happy 4th month belated anniversary :P

Its been 4 months now since we decided to be in a relay ~
I'm happy with you, do you know that? I really am.
Being with you is like being with another me. I can be myself. I feel comfortable when I'm with you.
Hey, have a great holiday OK? But don't forget about me. I miss you :D

  

 

I love that feeling when you hugged me from the back. It's... ...sweet. <3
I'll never forget every moments spent with you, especially the sweets one.
I hope I am right about you, I hope you are my destiny, you are my future.
No one knows the future but it can be feel and predict. Just hoping that my instinct was right.

Every month passed, every day passed, I'm falling more and more deeper for you. My feelings for you are getting real. I remember the first time, the first few days and the first month with you, I was not serious. It was just to have another relay, but now... ... I hope that I can keep you. I want you to be my faith, my man, my last love maybe? HAHA ;P

Anyway, is fun being with you. It feels like I'm hanging out with my best friend but in the same time, my man. Hey, remember your promises okay, keep your promise. Always take good care of me and never let me go ~ I know it seems impossible but try your best. I love you.

That will be all. Until we meet again... adios amigos.

Sincerely, 
Isabel Ver'a

3rd month anniversary

Dear YOU :))

It's been 3 months now.. I am happy that we are still together. I'm looking forward for the years to come ^^.

You made me feel so special, you made me feel beautiful. I felt your love, I truly do. Your love is beautiful, kind, passionate and most of all sacrificing. . .

My love will always be with you, as your love is always with me. Your love for me is no doubt. There is not much I can say, words can't describe my love for you. I always long for your love, your touch..I always long for you. I want you always.

Love,
Isabel Ver'a

Life with YOU

Every second, every moment, every minute spent with you ... I will never regret it.
Good or bad it will be our memories <3

Seeing you smile makes me happy BUT knowing you smiled because of me was the greatest. Your smile is precious to me, your happiness means the world to me.
I would rather be sad than seeing you sad. I'm not perfect and I'm not great but I have a HEART that beats for you :)) When I say I LOVE YOU, I really mean it. When i tell you I MISS YOU, I really did. I wanted to see you so badly. :)

I hope that someday we can graduate together and hopefully be successful. To tell you the truth, I don't want you to leave. I want you to stay and study but I can't be selfish right? I was thinking about you. What you wanted, what's best for you, your happiness, your health, your ambition, your dream...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I hope that you can find your way to survive this institution. Be strong, always get ready for the worst. Find a way to treat your stress, okay? :]
Always be my baby ^^ mmmmmmuuuuaaaaah !

Thank you for everything. TQ for always taking good care of me.

WO AI NI. :))

Sincerely,
Isabel Ver'a

L.O.V.E

Hye all :)

Suddenly feels like writing. So, here goes... ... The more i get to know him, the more time i spent with him... The deeper I'm falling for him. Yes. I admitted i didn't expect to fall for him this much. I love him. I love him. I LOVE HIM.

He put color to my dull life. He is the best thing that ever happen to me. I hope everything gonna be okay. My relationship with him wasn't an easy one. There are people who disagree with our relationship. No real relationship is real enough without a fight is it? And i know this one is worth it. I wanna thank him for coming into my life. I wanna TQ for choosing to be with me and TQ for always loving me.

Losing you and letting you go would be a last option if i have to. I am shy to say this but... ... I don't wanna lose you, I'm afraid that some day i have to let you go. Honestly, I want you to always be by my side. I don't want you to ever give up on me no matter what I did. I want you to fight for me, be patience with me. Don't ever fed up on me.

When I'm with you, i smile a lot n insanely laugh a lot. Sometimes we argue but we will always apologize to each other. Our love for each other is bigger than any argument we ever had. Words can't describe how I feel when I'm with you. You know the real me. I don't think there's any secret left for you to know. You accepted my past. You love me as I am. TQ so much for that.

Every time spent with you is precious to me. I might not seem to appreciate you but I do! Believe it. When I say I love you , I meant it. When I say I miss you, I'm missing you like crazy. I wanna spend time with you so badly. Sometime i might hurt your feelings but always remember this, I still love you and cares about you. Don't ever forget that. Enough said, you are my WORLD. I love you.

That would be all for today =) 

LOVE, 

Isabel Ver'a