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Sunday, 1 December 2013

02.12.2013

Happy 5th Month Anniversary !! :D

Hi syg =) When you read this, i want you to know how much i love you though sometimes the heart still doubt. Hey you, being with you makes me so happy. I feel loved. I'm sorry i get insecure sometimes, i'm sorry when i get too jealous, i'm sorry when i am being too selfish, i'm sorry for hurting you and i'm sorry for getting mad at you.

Hey you, please know how i feel. I am a girl, mana perempuan yg tidak rasa apa sa rasa apabila kau begitu rapat dengan perempuan lain walaupun dia tu best friend kau? I never doubted you, I know your love is only for me but it still hurts. It really does but there's nothing i can do kan? You needed her and she needed you too. 

You, only be with me if you can't live without me. Only be with me if you'll cry when i leave. Be with me if I'm worth fighting for. Only be with me if you really love me. I'm not great. I don't have the body every guy dream of, I'm weird, I'm unpredictable, I'm crazy, I'm hard to handle and i get crazy sometimes just because of my insecurities... ...

Hey you, you're not the sweetest boyfriend but you are perfect to me. Sometimes i do wish that you can be like other boys but then I always think of all the things that we been through and I realized, you have your own little way to show your love for me :) You are special to me, I wouldn't want to lose you but if I have too... ...then it will be like losing a big part of me. Something in me will be missing. You are part of my life.

Syg, i love you. Take care, I can not tell you what you can't do. Just think of me before doing something. Put yourself in my place and see what do you feel. Byeeee ;) I LAP U !

Sincerely,
Isabel Ver'a