L.O.V.E

Hye all :)

Suddenly feels like writing. So, here goes... ... The more i get to know him, the more time i spent with him... The deeper I'm falling for him. Yes. I admitted i didn't expect to fall for him this much. I love him. I love him. I LOVE HIM.

He put color to my dull life. He is the best thing that ever happen to me. I hope everything gonna be okay. My relationship with him wasn't an easy one. There are people who disagree with our relationship. No real relationship is real enough without a fight is it? And i know this one is worth it. I wanna thank him for coming into my life. I wanna TQ for choosing to be with me and TQ for always loving me.

Losing you and letting you go would be a last option if i have to. I am shy to say this but... ... I don't wanna lose you, I'm afraid that some day i have to let you go. Honestly, I want you to always be by my side. I don't want you to ever give up on me no matter what I did. I want you to fight for me, be patience with me. Don't ever fed up on me.

When I'm with you, i smile a lot n insanely laugh a lot. Sometimes we argue but we will always apologize to each other. Our love for each other is bigger than any argument we ever had. Words can't describe how I feel when I'm with you. You know the real me. I don't think there's any secret left for you to know. You accepted my past. You love me as I am. TQ so much for that.

Every time spent with you is precious to me. I might not seem to appreciate you but I do! Believe it. When I say I love you , I meant it. When I say I miss you, I'm missing you like crazy. I wanna spend time with you so badly. Sometime i might hurt your feelings but always remember this, I still love you and cares about you. Don't ever forget that. Enough said, you are my WORLD. I love you.

That would be all for today =) 

LOVE, 

Isabel Ver'a

Him

Annyeong ^^

SO, after which seems a few days to me but actually is 1 week (he counted =.=") of not seeing each other... WELL...

It's my first time being far away from him for a long period, it was ok. Since it's raya, he's very busy. He hardly got time for me but still he tried though it's still not good enough. haha. I need attention from the ones I love though too much makes me sick. haha.

So, after 1 week....finally we met at the cafe at night...7 o'clock maybe? It was kinda awkward for me to meet him. When we first met since the holiday, he spread his arms from afar to give me a hug, I laughed. Then we sit together, asking about each other holiday...

Just like what I expected, there was no teddy bear :l but that's alright. There is always next time =)

Anyway, i know he miss me soo much. It shows.

Hey YOU, wo ai ni ;)

LOVE,
Isabel Ver'a

Hye all :))

Lately, life been good to me. I am happy. I am feeling appreciated. I couldn't say for sure but i think i am really falling for him. I liked him because he's very good to me. He cares about me... He worries about me (thought sumtimes is a bit too much) :P .....BUT i know its because he loves me. 

As soon as the Hari Raya holiday start, i went to Lahad Datu & Semporna to do some research for my assignment. The days with my team mates especially him, was amazing..wonderful..fun..Though sometimes there is argument between all of us...

Throughout the holiday in L.D & Semporna, i had so much fun. I was in good hands. Above all that, the memory I cherish most was when you took good care of me when i was sick. You were very worried about me. The look on your face...the way you talk to me...the way you care for me, I still remember. Thank you so much. 

Thank you for staying late at night just to wait for me to fall asleep. I remember you stroking my head..it was very sweet of you. Thank you for bringing me to the hospital. Thank you for everything.
I will try not to hurt you. I know i am naughty so I am very sorry each time that I hurt you. I hurt you countless times didn't I? 

Anyway, you'll always be the best in my heart. Trust me :) WO AI NI, my lucky star, my Thongsook, my man.

LOVE,
Isabel Ver'a